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Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Missing My Best Friend

I miss my best friend We said we would always be there for each other But then our words got in the way We said we'd always take care of one another But emotions led us astray Now when I see pictures of you All I think of is what could have been You really were my one true muse A gift heaven itself had given But even heaven has its moods A gift taken away in seconds Now I'm just here to pick up each piece Of something once beautiful now tattered and torn Praying to heaven for sweet release A sad spokesperson of the tragically lovelorn And maybe one day we will find our way back to each other When words wont get in the way And we'll get to keep those promises we made one another And we'll both be here to stay

When two people have a special connection

they shouldn't let drama get in the middle of it. Who knows if they'd ever find a special connection like that again with how much they have in common and how they could talk about literally anything with each other. You dont know what you've had until you lose it and are trying your hardest to have it back again.

SGardner An Inspiration

I lost someone really important to me I am in an extreme state of shock, depression and a lot more that I cant express, I wish there was some way to turn back time I would literally do anything to have things be different please let her know I think a lot of it had to do with my fear of always losing people that I care about, and the passing of my mom is coming up (the two year "anniversary" is on March 26th and she was my best friend) and when I'm afraid of losing something or someone I hold on too tightly and say things I dont even mean. Please let her know- maybe she'll understand where I'm coming from because her mom has been sick too and now so is my dad and Im super protective of him because I dont want to lose him too- just like I was with her.